Ketsuekiame

Well its me havent made a journal post in a while hope to get some of my poetry back up here lol. And besides that ill just sit here and im going to start favoriting. ^^ I have a awesome best friend she has been there for me through these last tough and taxing 4 months of my life and I am grateful just to know her. She has said she has feelings for me and I know what I think of it I love her back yet I am afraid to get close to anyone again after the last time though she has been very supportive of me and I can talk to her easily. But really I would do anything for her and I dont think this is a obstacle more of a afterthought as I am with

Lol my gf that I loved so much cheated on me >

But okay I am going to I have a girlfriend and she is very sick >< Dying actually if she doesnt get the medical attention she needs but she cant afford it at all. She lost her insurance after her last surgery and now has no money, no job, in college trying to pay for it, has student loans to pay back, her mom bugging her for money. It is so stupid shes about to get kicked out of her friends house because she cant pay if she moves back in with her mom shes going to want her to pay and shell have to deal with her abusive step-dad and sister. Her dad was supposed to give her 45k but he gives it all to his ex-fiance in gifts including a set of f